Do you know the feeling of losing something important to you and desperately trying to find it?. It's a crazy desperate feeling that drives you crazy you keep retracing your steps, turn the house upside down and even enlist the support of others to assist in the search. It is all consuming sometimes it can be days before you find it sometimes months or longer . The feeling when you have to stop the search and accept the fact that you might have lost it forever. That is a horrible feeling to have the helpless the guilt the bargaining the anger the sadness is immense.
This is my journey, my story about finding myself again, about believing in my self worth and searching for all the lost things. Lost opportunities, lost moments, memories, lost time and reconnecting with myself again.
As I slowly start to lose my memory and muddle my words and jumble my sentences I will write least I should forget.
Why do you ask? Well, Y Nott.
